Long distance relationship - unimaginable!

I never meant to hurt you

just spoke my heart open

was that wrong or

was that right?

was that too worse to hurt you?

am i cynic or is it you?

is being open too much for you?

i never knew!

did i spite you?

im sorry for being blunt

and forthright.

but when u think deep

you will find it right

whatever i said and

whatever i did

when i was down

you were there with me

but does it mean that

you are my world?

you are my dearest friend

and always will be

but nothing more

and no second thought

all that matters is

"distance"

and indeed we never met!

i dont believe in 

long distance relationship

and thats the reason

for me keeping off from you

you will have a great life

if you find someone there

im sure you will get a 

guy better than me in all ways

may your life flourish

and your mind cherish

let all your dreams come true 

with my prayers and hugs!

Despair

i go hapless

  when im wingless

that makes me ruthless

 and eventually lifeless

set-up!

doesnt make any sense

in my case

upset

ooh!its the trace

that makes me chase

things coiled in a foil

brings tension and turmoil

hope shattered and spoilt

makes my blood boil

when i rise

up in the dawn

i surmise

my stress has gone

but it vanishes

in a jiffy

leaving my eyes

puffy

waking up to face

tonnes of issues at a pace

lacking in grace

alas! none to embrace

                       

still finding my path

in excessive wrath

sunken in despair

drunken to retire

lost in zephyr

my heart seeks repair

healing power

will i get it ever?