Wednesday, September 17, 2008

A Paradigm of depression!


i could have been dumb
and kept mum!
but was hasty and swollen
and became a bum!

whats the use in remorsing
whats the need of compuncting
and why am i contriting !
well, god will be heeding!

i was sucha crap to do that
i went buggy and balmy
and did a thing
which was poopy and crappy
and regretting like a filthy!

jabbed myself into the world of distress!
and feeling for it after ingress
that's quite sad
and Im feeling so bad

i never listened to you at times
and have disappointed you ample times
but, u are suchan angel
to forgive me those times!

bothering your words
Im having second thoughts
and apologised sincerely
and will never do that even rarely!

will stay aplomb
here after
and will try to be diplomatic
here after!

And i ll be unique
in my own ways
will resume being
in the forth coming days!

"self respect" is quite important
in a "profession"
or even in personal life
and i understood that very late
and ll try to change my fate!







6 comments:

Neeraja said...

RENOLD DEVARAJ, YOU'RE PERFECT. HAVE YOU GOT ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, DARLING? YOU'RE THE BEST. I'M SORRY, I CAN SEE HOW MUCH I'VE HURT YOUR FEELINGS. >:D< :* YOU'RE PERFECT, YOU'RE PERFECTER THAN ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE I KNOW. YOU'RE A GREATER FRIEND THAN ALL THE OTHER FRIENDS I'VE GOT, BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS STICK BY ME, AND YOU UNDERSTAND WHEN I'M DEPRESSED AND YOU SAY THE MOST SOOTHING WORDS. YOU'RE AN ANGEL. I LOVE YOU.

renold said...

hey neeru!
:)
m so glad!ah..m grateful to u for stimulating me to start thinking!
:)
thx sweet heart!
u r ma best bset friend and a sweeteeeeeeeest gal i ever met!
be my best buddy forever!
love you too!
:)

Aki..... said...

BUM??????????? :D.... hey that's so sweet. . you are a sweet guy reno.. nice one..

renold said...

hey aki..thx a lot
:)

vinoth said...

lolz !!! wow wow ore romance over here !!! he he he he no comments here ...

renold said...

daii..romance ah?? poem a disheartening one da!